About two years behind, I decided to do the Camino de Santiago (The Way), one of the best experiences I have ever lived, unforgettable and so enriching. I did the Camino alone, which was my purpose, to be with me and to have nature as a partner. I wasn't looking for answers nor anything special, just wanted to be with me and breathe, breathe and breathe.
When I returned, I felt that I wasn't the same person; it is impossible, I think, to do the Camino and not feel it. For a while, I tried to digest all these changes, organize them in myself and then start another path, an inner path, and here, yes, a search for myself.
It has been a difficult road with many obstacles. Some days I feel like giving up, others I believe I will reach and win everything and everyone. Days where I have to drag myself out of bed, days when I have to accept feeling things that I didn't think it was possible to feel. And this is all that shows me that I'm on the right road. I know that I still have a long way to go, that I will suffer from some choices, losses, failed projects, unfulfilled dreams, mismatches.
But I believe in this path, and that is what I want: to live.
